2000-07-03 - six twenty

i watched my second sunrise. i usually get up too early or too late but today i guess it was either intuition or feminine occult powers, but i woke up for about the 4th time and decided to get up. i guess the rain had ended in the last couple hours, because the stairs were still wet. i sat on em anyway and i don't know how, but this time was different from last time. maybe they're all different, and i just don't know it. maybe somewhere in japan, another girl is seeing some sunrise and it's the different and the same, some old lady in guam is watching and it's different and the same.

where was i. oh yes. yeah. i didn't tell myself to burn the images of orange and pink into my head partly out of its beauty and out of fear i would forget, but it was still enough to make me watch in silence.

it was weird. a tiny rectangle of gold flavored pink and underneath it was the most peculiar shade of light green, slightly tinted blue. it looked like a human would take hours to acheive such a subtle porcelain hue, and nature can do it out of itself.

there was a square of pink. it wasn't there at first, and i turn my head and it's there. i stare at it and i can literally SEE the intensity strengthening. these clouds had indentations over and over so that it looked ribbed with light shining on its side.