2000-08-07 - morning
there's a scene in a vonnegut book where there's a man that wants everyone in the streets to stop what they're doing, stop moving and stop walking so that everything in the world will stay still and "not disappear."
i'm gonna fucking die.
but where was i? oh yes. back to melodrama:
rainer, i know you're reading this and hey, i think i mite die without you. i told myself not to and you also said not to grow too dependant but it's too late, because i have. ok, i won't die.
