2001-07-20 - 1201 pm

i just read somethin about how personal it is to look into people's eyes. how you just dont do that with strangers. and i guess it's true. well, i dont think i'd do it unless i wanted to talk seriously with someone about a really personal issue.

or if i love that person.

now i wanna freak people out and look directly at them.

...

i think i could be a villain if i tried (inner voice: or maybe you already are one sometimes).

i still feel sick from two days ago. it's been coming and going.