2001-01-29 - 825 pm

i missed rainer today. i wish i knew how he was doing. i was half asleep on the train and i began to recall what he looks like. it's getting fuzzy in my head, the image of him.

i'm not surprised i'm thinking of him less. i am surprised i can't remember his face completely. but i still remember what every inch of his skin feels like, face and hands and all.