2000-10-10 - 2 01 am

i also miss the sun. it's somewhere now, to be sure, but not that lovely slowness where i could lay on the grass and hope i didn't fall asleep ... for too long. where the water is very blue (or green polluted muck but you know what i mean) and the sky is very blue. sand is good too.

i had a fight with rainer today. twas pretty dumb, i must admit, but i guess it was cuz of something that was sort of building up inside of me that i had to get out.

that and i haven't been feeling so well.

sorry. love you.