2007-11-07 - 12:59 a.m.

1. The past couple years probably aren't as bad as I make them out to be in my head. After all, I don't bite my nails at all anymore so surely something good must have occurred within my psyche to have instigated such a change.

2. I am not sure when I got over the self-deprecation thing. Probably when I could see it visibly on someone's face as if it were a carnivorous mole or something and thought "Oh god, is that what it looks like when I'm being self-deprecating?" Besides, eventually I have to go to job interviews (crap crap crap) and I must cut self-deprecation away like it is a vestigial organ from the flightless bird that is me.)

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