2003-10-27 - 8:44 a.m.

1. the nice thing about being quietly distressed is that music plays me and my arms shake (legs vibrate) like my headphones are a violin bow and i'm .... a cello?

(all my descriptions are felled apart these days)

it happens when i'm happy too, i know i've said that before, but richard says he has a friend who gets itchy when she sees wind generators.

2. when i was a kid my mom shouted at me to be more aggressive and stand up for myself. i would say "it doesn't make sense ordering someone to not listen to anyone else." and i bet she never read Catch 22 (or listened to them, for that matter).