2003-03-31 - 7:26 p.m.
i don't understand my body anymore, the way it reacts without me. for example, there's an unaccompanied tremble on the edge of my lips (i hope it leaves soon). it's sort of a good thing because my mind is in a gordian knot right now. nice going, body, for taking charge of the situation.
and when i make a fist, i can sense how weak it is.