2001-02-24 - 645 pm

hung out with rainer today. half-sad half-relieved that our meetin's over (it was the first time seeing each other since the breakup). went to many places in the wetness of the afternoon and evening. it was ... good. hard to describe. im beginning to think the weather has the power to define what a day turns out to be.

and holy moly the sexual tension ..... aaah tha tha ... maintaining whatever delicate balance we have is hard enuf.

my mom is talking. she says my dad called. something along the lines of "he wants to see you, but he is so busy."

uh-huh.

she's going to mail his christmas gift to him since he never came and picked it up.

i haven't even written the card yet.