2002-08-08 - 3:00 a.m.

sleep comes from my couch, because a bed is too much a bed (too large and too empty).

i need something uncomfortable to fool my heart into thinking i am not trying to be at rest.

but then my head says "no! once you think the couch takes upon the role of a bed, it becomes a bed itself"

and then i fall asleep.

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