2002-03-29 - 12:20 a.m.

and ... i could learn to love this.

in more ways than one, i choose my own education. i'm choosing what school i'm going to (dear god, most people don't even have a choice). i'm choosing what lessons i want to learn about myself. i choose what i want to learn. and that's free will, if i don't go about adding implications to it.

it's like trainspotting. except for the family christmases. those i do not choose.

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