2001-07-08 - 1256 pm

i have to stop only having faith in everyone else (cuz i always felt that everyone i know is capable of going someplace) and start having faith in me before i hate myself completely.

i felt a bit better after reading all these other diarylanders write their own scrambled version of the same metaphors, even bobby.

hah, that's sick: feeling better after everyone feels worse. i can't help it. i like knowing that other people feel bad too. at least i feel good when other people feel good too. i'm all about the empathy.

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