2003-05-18 -

of all the cool things about trigun, the coolest is probably how vash managed for so long to not hurt anybody. except for all those times that he did, proving it impossible to make decisions without hurting those you love, even if you are vash the stampede and live in a futuristic-western desert world with 2 suns and 5 moons (and possess extremely good marksmanship, which is quite the understatement).

today i went through all my buddylists and deleted a name that had been there since i was sixteen, and i've come to believe that keeping an online diary feeds a certain part of me that tries to explain my unforgivably contradictory nature (like the electronic signals sent into space in the near-hopeless hopes that someone on another planet will be able to understand its code).

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