2002-04-06 - 8:53 p.m.

i am generally afraid to say anything because i feel i don't have the time to express ideas in a way so that you would understand

(i worry about people who let beliefs hold extremes even in idealism, even though i personally/tangentially still contain all the love and hate i've ever felt -- when sometimes i think the hate dies down while the love tries too hard to stay the same.

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