2002-01-18 - 12:13 a.m.

i feel like i've been bleached. my health is fine, despite all the evidence pointing to zee contrary. i've always had dark circles under my eyes. nichole nadermann pointed them out to me in 4th grade. what an honest girl. and so dear and so inquisitive and so smart. i miss her even if i dont know what she is like anymore. but i had a sense of her from then and she was beautiful. i hope she still is. if she isn't, i think i'll throw up from the unfairness of it.

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