2002-07-24 - 2:40 a.m.

there is a big frowning empty that is affecting me right now, and it is not new so unto it i say "oh no not you again."

"dear introverted friends, how will i find people like you?"

i need to know the hotspots for meeting people who don't like parties. so ... what do i do? start introducing myself to people who enjoy sitting on the quad? somehow that just seems bothersome.

a few months ago, i felt rather pleased at the thought of not talking to anyone but now i've leveled up to anxiety.

but things will be okay. slowly and with a lot of mistakes i learned how to become close to people. ways of the heart, you no longer escape me, sort of!