2000-09-04 - 7 19 pm


i saw him today. everything seemed fresh and anew. i love him and need him; a contradiction of sorts, but oh well.

oh, and .... third base has been reached. this is something a guy can tell another guy; girls just don't. so all you diarylanders get to hear, lucky you.

being touched down there being touched on the inside is wonderful with him. he's gentle or hard (gotta have variety) but always loving and makes me happy.

and i went down on him, rather nervously. i think there was a lot more i could have done, but i wasn't thinking too straight. next time will be better, i swear. there isn't any way for me to really figure out how much pressure to apply how fast to go how sidjgpi6ewhf342 wgfpweghj352 i'm making this too complicated.


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