2001-04-22 - 1:32 p.m.

1. i can't make you laugh anymore.

2. i only wanted a piece of you.

3.

me: i guess ... what i mean by "just dont care" is do you not care that i want to say goodbye

him: i care little to known. sorry. like i said, i can't imagine what could be said that would really change any sort of mentality

me: as much as i love you and as much as i miss you, i should probably stop since its vastly one-sided we're not friends and that hurts so fucking much. so. fucking. much. and from what i can tell it probably doesnt even matter to you that im in so much pain. i know how great you can be but i dont get to see that greatness anymore. all the more reason to say adieu. despite everything i still dont think you're an asshole, and with that i say goodbye.

him: very well. goodbye. peace and prosperity to you. thems the parting words

me: too bad i dont believe you. i just dont see how someone can not care but wish someone peace and prosperity

him: it seems like something everyone should i have

me: you make me smile.