2001-08-15 - elven fifty four .. hah: elven.

i crest at the top and there's that hollow moment's pause before i sink downward.

why do i feel so insecure when things are going exactly as they should be?

i keep telling myself i'm doing things right but i just ... eh.

i stopped wearing pigtails. about time i guess.

i feel so goddamned older.

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