2000-09-30 - 9 44 pm


i didn't understand it at first. that whole "hands are sensual" thing. and now i get it.

during the car ride home, i held hands with rainer. but for me and i hope for him, it was more than that. there was fluid motion and i just knew where i wanted to touch and cradle his fingers my god i even started feeling flush and i realize now i love his hands plus the rest of everything that is in and out of him and i want him to be very, very happy.


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